April 2011
I hate this. All of it. I hate how I can’t forget you. How things are turning out. I hate how I am because of you, how I still miss you so much. I hate what I do because of you. How I sometimes think of you when I’m with him. I hate you so much. I don’t know how you can treat people the way you do. I don’t even know if I’d ever wanna be with you, I wouldn’t. I...
The truth is that I’m afraid you’re gonna leave me. Afraid you’ll realize how much better you really do deserve, and just leave. Afraid of the future and how I don’t know how much time we’ll have left together. Afraid it won’t be that long. Sure, i’d like you to stick around. But I’m not going to hold you back from your dreams. I’ll say...
